i have dreams about sex and its goooooooood sex but its always when im not having it! why is this? then im more conscience that its not happening.
Sometimes shes flirty... grabbing my butt and giving me them eyes but then if i try to make a move, like giving her a good kiss or kissing her neck or something then im told to calm down.... ahhhh its so frustrating sometimes!
shes now on birth control cux her periods are awful and i think its messed up her sex drive and well im a woman in her (let me clear my throat) 30s and i enjoy sex.... everyday, all day, morning, noon, night, quickies....shit i dont care! this happened in my first marriage.... is it just the way life is?!
im glad she doesnt read my blog... or know that it exists... im sure id be opening all kinds of cans of worms!
on a more positive note....although we cant afford it im going to see my lil man tomorrow and im FREAKIN stoked!!!!!!!!!! yeah me
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