i can do this

everyday its up and down.... it will be great a few days and then its like shes someone else....somewhere else.... now im gettin in the zone of shut down.... my wall keeps being built up. is this good is this bad? idk what to do anymore
i am thinking of getting the serenity prayer on my back, tattooed of course.
i repeat it everyday several times a day and im not religious at all

happy 4th

so here we are independence day 2011... it was a crazy busy wked and im BEAT! so im goin to bed early...
i have a busy week ahead as well.... worked 2day and 2mw and then my step dad anad peyton are pickin me up to bring me to sheldon and then wednesday we are going to omaha for peytons bday!!!! i cant frickin believe that he is 6 already! ahhhhh